Unexpected texts. Don’t you just love those? Out of nowhere, a name you haven’t heard from in awhile, would show up on your cellphone screen. They thought of you at that moment. They thought of you, randomly, and decided to see how you are doing. It just makes me smile when I get those kind of texts.
Even if you were a million miles away I could still feel you in my bed near me, touch me, feel me And even in the bottom of the sea I can still hear inside my head Telling me, touch me, feel me And all the time you were telling me lies
So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you I’m gonna hold on to the times that we had Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.
You’d think that after a long day of school, I’d want to come home.. But most of the time my house doesn’t even feel like a home. I hate the things that I’m surrounded by; constant arguments and negative vibes, I just want to leave the house in need of space and air. It’s too overwhelming having to be surrounded by that so damn much.