Where I just want to eat anything and everything and watch a sad movie and cry. :(
when someone asks you to do something and you get entirely ready to go out and they cancel at the last minute
BITCH, I SHOWERED FOR YOU.
I envy those who love their life right now. Me? I’m just getting used to it
Especially when I can pour out all my feelings. I feel like a ton of rocks got lifted off my shoulders. It’s rare to find someone who is able to listen to my annoying rants nowadays.
But I can’t help but to wonder what if…
What am I even doing.. I have to realize that wishful thinking isn’t gonna get me anywhere.
Because there are girls out there who look gorgeous without even trying. When they wake up they look like angels. when I wake up, I look like I just got out of a war. Those photogenic girls who look good in every photo. When someone takes a photo of me, my face looks half retarded. They don’t even need to dress nicely an they’ll still look good. How they can capture your attention just by walking past. I want to be able to do that.
The type who aren’t quick to judge. You can vent to them, and labeling you will be the last thing on their mind. They don’t believe rumors because they know there are two sides to every story. They give you chance, before they judge you. They get to know who you really are, then have an opinion. I like those type of people, real people.
I can’t expect or depend on people to stay anymore, because in the end they always walk away.
People will judge you based on what you’ve done. That’s reality. You may have changed into a completely different person, but that part of you will never go away. People will still see that side of you that you aren’t anymore, sucks right? Their decisions will be based upon who you used to be, not who you are now.