Because there are girls out there who look gorgeous without even trying. When they wake up they look like angels. when I wake up, I look like I just got out of a war.
Those photogenic girls who look good in every photo. When someone takes a photo of me, my face looks half retarded.
They don’t even need to dress nicely an they’ll still look good. How they can capture your attention just by walking past. I want to be able to do that.
The type who aren’t quick to judge. You can vent to them, and labeling you will be the last thing on their mind. They don’t believe rumors because they know there are two sides to every story. They give you chance, before they judge you. They get to know who you really are, then have an opinion. I like those type of people, real people.
People will judge you based on what you’ve done. That’s reality. You may have changed into a completely different person, but that part of you will never go away. People will still see that side of you that you aren’t anymore, sucks right? Their decisions will be based upon who you used to be, not who you are now.
I’d catch myself analyzing every small detail of ‘the situation’. All of these why’s and what’s, interrogating me. Over and over again, like a never-ending playlist. It’s been on my mind for quite a while now, sigh.. I shouldn’t even be blogging about this. It’ll only make me feel worse about myself. Thinking about this is causing me to believe that I will never be good enough for any boy. Fuck you, a middle finger to my negativity.
I only say it to the same gender since they know I mean it as a friend. For some odd reason, when I do it to the opposite gender, I feel like it could be misleading. So, I end up spelling it in another form or saying something else that is close to those three words. If I ever fully use those…
You’re just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then. If you watch their facial expression carefully, then you’ll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened. Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine.
I never let someone get too close to me, because I know that everyone’s going to walk out of my life one day. I never tell someone too much, because they’ll always find a way to use it against me in the end. I never rely on someone too much, because once they leave, I’ll feel like I have nothing…
If you’re gunna text me first, don’t give me one word replies with no emotion whatsoever. Why would you even start a conversation if you have no intention of holding it up? If you have no interest in talking to me, then don’t even bother. Save us both the time and energy please.
that come very natural. The one’s where you don’t try to impress each other but end up making each other smile.. The ones where you can talk about whatever comes to mind, without being judged.. & especially the conversations that are filled with LOL’s & giggles, its the cutest thing.. Those conversations are the ones I remember the most..